December 2011
214 posts
And I get scared but I’m not crawlin on my knees
this morning
I’ve woken up with a completely different attitude. Last night I went to bed upset and wondering the same things- why do the people that I put closest to me, end up being the ones that hurt me the most? Why do my best friends turn into my worst enemies? Why do people that I love turn into people that I can’t stand? I’ve thought it was something wrong with me and in fact there...
But really
I can make you smile and laugh. I can be faithful to you. I can be strong for you and be independent for myself. I can be there when you need me. I can make sure we have a perfectly rolled blunt every morning we wake up. I can surprise you and brighten your day. I know I can make you happy. I can give you everything but you still don’t want any of it.
What we had could of been great. I felt something between us that I hadn’t felt in a long, long time. I miss staying up all night and talking about anything and everything with you. Laying my head on your chest and hearing your heart beat slower and slower until we finally fell asleep. We could of done it up real big you and me, I guess you just didn’t have as much faith as I did.
